Friday, July 27, 2012

Amazing French Meadows Macrobiotic Camp Part 3.

Miracle 11 miles & Japanese Tea Ceremony

After I came back from the French Meadows Macrobiotic Camp I realized how amazed and inspired I was by being 5600 feet up in the mountains with the delicious nourishing food cooked by so many wonderful, caring people on wood burning fires.

The entrance to go to French Meadows Macrobiotic Camp by George Ohsawa Macrobiotic Foundation (G.O.M.F.) 

One week of total immersion in nature without internet or phone and just being present made me feel powerful, amazing and totally FREE. I feel I am amazing, not in an egoistical or narcissistic way, but in a humbling way.  I am still freeing the magical moments!!! I am so grateful that I am able to write and share them with you.

I have attended many conferences and risen early to do yoga, taichi, do-in and mediation. I've also undergone 5 to10 days of silent vipassana meditation in nature, gotten up at 4 am, meditated for 10 hours a day, eaten simple food etc.  
But this camp was different...

Miracle hike: I was able to hike 11 miles to the waterfall. I had resolved after I saw this year's first sunrise during a hike that I am going to practice walking with more vigor and determination. 

On September 8, 2001 I had a near-fatal car accident in Arizona. I was in a coma for three days and my heart stopped for 12 minutes. I had an out of body experience, but my desire to come was strong.  When I came back to, the surgeon said both legs were seriously damaged and one of the legs was almost amputated.  He also said I would probably never walk.  

Thirteen screws and three plates were built into my legs. It has been the hardest challenge in my life, greater than when I had cancer in 1993.

It has been over 10 years since the car accident and I knew that I need a transformation, but I never dreamed I would walk 11 miles!  
They had told me it would be an 8-mile hike so my mind was saying I have been walking one to 2 miles every week since my new-year resolution, so I may be able to walk 4 miles tops and wait for the others to finish if I felt I couldn't go on.   
The Universe had a different plan for me. 

On the way to the waterfall, it was hot and the hills were steep.  After 45 minutes of walking I could only hear my heartbeat.  For the first time after the car accident I felt the damages of my heart and lungs from the car accident. They had been crushed, bruised and crying out loud to overcome the injuries. My legs were in so much pain, and I had to separate myself from my physical part. It was almost like the out of body experience that  I had after the car accident. 

I am grateful to my body, especially to my legs for following my heart. When I got to the third creek I thought I would never make it because I was afraid something was going to happen and I might faint or break my body. Dan, our guide, asked me what I wanted to do. I said I want to put my feet in the water of the creek and think for 5 minutes.  When I am with other people usually I feel that I don’t want to burden them, so I felt I must come to a decision quickly.  My heart told me to take this moment, so I not only put my feet in the water, I dunked my head and cooled off so I could think clearly.  Then… my heart told me to keep going.   

Just writing this brings tears to my eyes, knowing how far I have come.  

I want to thank the people who helped me on the hike and patiently allowed me to finish:
Dan (hiking guide), for his expert leadership; Gloria, who carried my bag on the way back; DTK (Mr. Kaneko), who carried my lunch and gave me shiatsu massage when we stopped to rest the second creek; Eva, my walking and talking companion;  Nobu (Mr.Otake), who gave me a hand when I was crossing the creeks; Cathy, Who had an infectious vitality that encouraged me to keep up on the way back,   Brian, for his quiet and kind support;  John and Christina, who gave me a ride to the trail and for their spiritual support; and last but not least, to my heart and faith.
I thank you all from my bottom of heart!!!
You guys were all amazing!!!

Everyone at Miracle 11 miles hike

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It was all up hill on the way

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Beautiful meadow with so many different kinds of mountain wild flowers

DTK(Mr. Kaneko) was giving shiatsu massage

My feet with hiking shoes and organic tie dye socks

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Me at the water fall

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On the way back the last group to walked with me

My feet when I completed the hike

Another Amazing thing happened was Japanese Tea Ceremony. 
I met Simon Brown from England for the first time. We connected in a deep level when he expressed his knowledge of WABISABI: a comprehensive Japanese world view or aesthetic centered on the acceptance of transience and imperfection while we were talking over one lunch time.

Simon and I decided to offer Japanese tea ceremony as WABISABI at the Camp spontaneously. We did not know how many people would be interested, but it filled up very quickly. We had not planned anything so it was a very casual tea ceremony, but Simon explained the philosophy of Wabisabi and how the traditional Japanese tea ceremony was conducted.  I shared what I learned in tea ceremony lessons when I was in high school in Japan.  It was a very peaceful and serene experience, despite the lack of all the trimmings and preparation.  
Listening to the tea being poured into the cups, smelling the tea, cradling the cups in our hands… I felt the people who attended the ceremony enjoy the quiet inner beauty we all have. I thank Simon for bringing up the idea and allowing me to share my heritage of Japanese Wabisabi.

With Simon at Japanese Tea Ceremony

People enjoying at the Japanese Tea Ceremony

What was truly amazing about my experience at this camp was how I exceeded what I believed to be my physical limitations, and at the same time surpassed what I expected to achieve in terms of inner peace and beauty. 

On the last morning, I joined Mike Chen, the amazing morning greeter.  
Singing happy songs and using my innermost amplified voice to shout "Good morning" toward the open air, facing each cardinal compass point, never felt more refreshing and empowering. 

Sky of the last morning at 5:15am

I felt that this camp was my re-birth!

I thank from the bottom of my heart all the people who organized, worked and cooked wonderful real food everyday with Carl and Julia, all the friends I already knew and all the new friends I made.


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